Where Was Kyle?

Hello everybody I hope you all had a good week and ready to jump back into our little escapade in Vegas. . .

The pole dancing was something that none of us really wanted to partake in, but all were willing to support Brandi. It is absolutely a 1000 percent more difficult than it appears! However we had a laugh, which is so important. I lead a pretty stressful life, so I always jump at the chance for a good giggle.

We hop into the limo, and when Kyle received a phone call from Kim informing us all of her impending nose job, it was a surprise to us. Not the fact that she wanted to do it, but that she was doing it that very day. Why was she all alone? Where were her children? I didn't understand that as I have witnessed a strong and supportive family in the past. I am also unqualified to judge whether a surgery would awaken the beast of addiction. I am hopeful for her success with her sobriety and strongly sport her.

The dinner was proceeding with an unusual calm that often worries me as it normally doesn't last long. Camille and Kyle raise the controversial subject of Adrienne, which was ridiculous. We had seen at the SUR tasting it is a subject matter on which we are divided. I have been to Vegas, as we all had, many times without Adrienne, and I could again without lamenting over her absence.

The fact that Brandi commented that the Palms was no longer owned by the Maloofs was something I particularly didn't care to discuss. I had known this prior to her attacking me over Pandora not choosing the hotel, for her party. I had known this as my friends had bought the 98 percent.I should've hit back and humiliated her, at the reunion, the way she tried to humiliate me with her unwarranted accusations, but decided it was better left so she could continue to live in her delusional world.

It was something that was always left unsaid. It had been well documented publicly, but socially it was ignored. Brandi, love it or hate it, is honest to a fault. I don't agree with Kyle's interpretation of the conversation "Lisa and Camille got into it." Umm no we didn't. Camille threw unwarranted accusations out of nowhere, stating that I was just the face of my business. . .

You the viewer have been with me on the journey as I introduced my partner, financed the development, created the lounge, designed every inch of the space. So I defended myself, quantifying the shareholding between us. I sat there and wondered, if Kyle, who has known me for some time, eaten at SUR with me, witnessed the development, and seen my dedication to the business would maybe say something in my defense. I know for certain I would. I am becoming a little exasperated by the constant accusations and doubting my integrity. Where does it come from? I am constantly challenged by a bevy of staff in the workplace. I would prefer to be non-combative with my friends. Why is there a need to demean others? Is it with intent to elevate oneself? Whatever it was, it was unfounded, redundant, and ridiculous. Onwards we go.

As I reiterated the the conversations to Ken, I realized the pointless expectations I have. Friendship to me is defined differently. This will come to fruition soon, so keep watching. Love to you all. Thank you for your comments and have a good week.

Love always.
Lisa.