Brandi: My Issues With Lisa Come From a Place of Hurt

I think it is very clear that the issues I have with Lisa come from a place of hurt because I cared so much about her. I wasn't having a great year this year because of some health issues and my father and I not talking, so I really needed my friends. During this time Lisa distanced herself from me and started cozying back up to Kyle because I wasn't coming off so well.

I wasn't 100 percent ready to have the conversation with Lisa. I was really hoping to do it one-on-one and not with the guys around. I was hurt because I went from being best friends with Lisa to her not returning my calls and getting close with Kyle again -- someone she has always talked trash about.

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I had also been hearing about Lisa closeness with one of my ex-husband's mistresses. She was even going as far as asking me to talk to this woman about her up coming marriage.

Clearly it was a little bitchy of me to tell Kyle about the tabloids while sitting down the beach from Lisa, but I was hurt. It was wrong, but I was retaliating. I didn't even get to talk to Lisa about the real issues that were truly the root of my frustration and sadness.

Now watching Vanderpump Rules, it's all clear how close Scheana and Lisa truly are. Obviously this all comes from a place of caring or I wouldn't even think twice about any of it.

I understand Ken defending his wife when no one else at the table, but I don't agree with the way he talked to Yolanda (who looked amazing in her bathing suit btw).

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That is it. This episode really makes me sad. Until next time xoxo