Teresa Giudice: I Just Wanted Peace

Hi Everyone,

When I said yes to going to Vermont, I really thought it would be a relaxing trip. But all we had was drama, drama and more drama!

(I felt bad for Siggy, who is not used to dealing with all these Jersey fireworks! Even when we're not in Jersey!)

Before we went away, Jacqueline and I had made up and were getting along. I was happy about that. But everything that happened with her on this episode made me start to question her again. Whenever there was drama on this episode, Jacqueline was involved. 

She started stirring the pot when she called Kathy and Rosie to find out what happened when we met to talk things over -- with Siggy and Dolores sitting right there. Really? Why is she so interested in issues I am having with my family?

On our lonnnng bus ride to the spa, Jacqueline started going on and on about my meeting with Kathy and Rosie -– again! She said she didn’t think I was clear enough with them about the future of our relationship. I mean, why does she care? She also got into it with Robyn on the bus ride. As Jacqueline sat there arguing with Robyn, I was thinking, "What is going on with her?"

Of course, the sh-- hit the fan when Jacqueline called Robyn one of my "soldiers." I wasn’t there when those two began arguing, so I don’t know exactly what happened, just what I saw in the episode.

But first, I want to say Robyn isn’t my "soldier." That's ridiculous. She is a grown woman who can do and say whatever she likes. I would never even think to call any of my friends "soldiers." I think Jacqueline wants soldiers of her own and that's why she said that. 

So of course, Robyn got mad  and said she wanted to "rage" on Jacqueline's ass, which led Jacqueline to yell at her to "rage on my ass" before going and sitting on her! 

It went downhill from there. I was just glad I wasn’t out there when all these fireworks were going off.

When everyone came back inside, I tried to be the peacekeeper and tell everyone to just stop. I stayed calm when Jacqueline kept yelling for me to take the garbage out, meaning Robyn. I told her I was heading back to our suite with them…I just wanted peace!

I understand that Robyn got mad, but what she did wasn’t right. But Jacqueline didn’t stop either. She just kept pushing Robyn's buttons.

All I can say is that I saw sides of Jacqueline that I never have before, which makes me wonder if I even know who she really is.

And if you thought this week was crazy? Just wait 'til next week! Fasten your seatbelts, guys!

On a happier note, I loved watching Joe with the girls while I was away. (Although I wasn’t happy that Milania said she was going to kick her dad "where the sun don't shine." Where does she get this stuff?)

A few episodes back, Joe had a bad week. His worst one ever. He was grumpy and snapping at me and the girls  because he was stressing out over leaving us. So it was good to see him in a better place on this week's episode. 

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I love, love, love, love you all!

xo

Teresa