Nicole: Amber's Reached an Absolute Low

Good morning everyone! Hope everyone is enjoying their summer with family and loved ones. I had a great time this past Sunday with Andy and Teresa on WWHL. First time on his show, so I was a little nervous, but had a blast! Nights like that along with talking and tweeting with our fans make this experience amazing!

On this week’s episode I enjoyed watching us at Angelo's. We all had an amazing dinner with the Guidices. It was a great night, which I wish you got to see more of, because we all shared some funny stories and laughed all night.

Again, I love seeing Dina’s relationship with her daughter. What a strong young lady Lexi is. She was so brave to open her acceptance letter for the world to see. 

The bowling night was cute, it was great to see all the guys with the one and only Rosie, whom I absolutely love! That is one real chick! Just as real as my boyfriend Bobby, who simply reiterated why Jimmy wasn’t there with the rest of the guys.

Now let me get right down to it. I have to say, the cameras don’t lie! Truth and honesty will always prevail. I practice what I preach in life, and I’m a true example of that. I’m not perfect, but lead by my actions how people should be treated. Talk is cheap! This all relates back to Amber. I never thought I would be subjected to her garbage when we came into this as friends, but obviously Amber does not know the meaning of a true friend. I want to get this over with as quickly as possible because I can’t stand evil! I’m tired of all the lies. Again, I started this journey with you as my friend. I loved your family, especially precious Isabella and Corbin, who still make me melt when I watch them. I took Isabella to the pancake breakfast in town (and you didn't usually let anyone take her somewhere without you), that was the level of trust we had with one another. You even had Isabella call me Aunt Nicole, which I loved! 

Watching last week’s episode and now this one, you have turned on me from the very start, and I have never done one thing to you to warrant your horrific behavior! I still don’t know why you did. Attention? Drama? You couldn’t think of anything positive to bring to the table? 

The lies started with the harvest party. Come one, Amber! Thirty people!? You know that’s BS! You specifically asked me to invite some of my friends who you had met through me, because you said that they were so much fun and you would love to have them at your party. I would never be disrespectful and invite thirty people to your home. We were all so excited about this party and you turned it into a complaint fest. Isn’t life about how during everything we go through, we should focus on the positive and be GRATEFUL? Now this is the biggie that night after watching this week's episode. I was shocked to hear that horrific lie you told Melissa for millions of people to see. You didn’t waste any time. Here I am thinking you are my friend, and from day one you have been my enemy! WOW! WOW! WOW! Disgraceful! You call yourself a Christian, yet the lies don’t end with you! Two things I despise in life are LIARS and HYPOCRITES! 

You were my friend to whom I opened up. I shared with you the reason why I got divorced. I shared with you how devastating that time in my life was and how hard it was for my children, but yet you never thought once about how they would have to hear this disgusting lie about their mother. How important the SANCTITY of marriage was to me and what it meant after being married fourteen years. How I despise women who break up a marriage. And leave it up to you Amber. That’s where you stooped. Could you get any lower than an ant's ass?! I will answer that for you, Amber! No, you CANNOT! You have reached your absolute low. There is a God and HE is the one you will have to answer to one day, and before that you'll have to answer to me at the reunion! 

So I left the boutique and immediately wanted to see you in person. I wanted to see you face-to-face to see if you had any bit of a conscience left. I wanted to ask you face-to-face if such a horrific lie really did come out of your mouth. I wanted to see personally if you were going to tell me the truth about what you said to Melissa or squirm trying to get out of it. Sunday's episode proved 100% that you did tell Melissa the lies for everyone to hear. I had respect for your family, so that is why as hurt and angry as I was, I realized I never would disrupt your household or hurt your children in any way allowing them to hear the vulgarities that their mom was spreading. You on the other hand knew my boys and didn’t have the same respect, spreading lies about their mother for everyone to hear.

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To all my fans I thank you for all your support. I love you all and can definitely feel all the love back. You can all have my word that I will always keep it real. I love to love and I hate to hate. I cannot even stand the word. I love to focus on the good in all! 

Ending on a positive note, I must say my new friend Abagail who is 7-years-old made my week! I’m so glad we had met and she is an absolute angel!

HUGS and KISSES,
Nicole XO

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