Joanna is Lea's New Mouthpiece

It is very upsetting to have a friend turn on you, a person you loved like a sister using everything and anything to punish you. I feel like I can never win with Lea, I've tried explaining to her that that we didn't disclose having the marriage license to ANYONE, not even our parents! I wasn't hurting her, this was not about her! That was my journey as a woman and as a mother. I said it once and will repeat again: I didn't tell anyone about the marriage license, because it would defeat the purpose of respecting my son's emotional readiness.

Furthermore, I also had my own issues to work on, and Frederic called the wedding off! Nonetheless, we had gone through all the steps of getting legally married by the time we realized the best thing was not to proceed with the wedding. That was my journey and had nothing to do with her. I didn't commit a crime! However, she continues to punish me and expects me to take it quietly -- like I always did in the past -- when she humiliated me and belittled me. 

The bottom line is she is angry at Ana for what she said about her and she needs to take it out on someone and I'm the victim of choice! Why so much outrage? What are the ulterior motives for this obsession with my marriage license? Also, she seems to be using Joanna as her new mouthpiece, because who carries a copy of my wedding license in her purse for a girl's night out?! That is beyond obsession! That is quite disturbing actually. And then she says she doesn't talk about people behind their back? The minute I walked into that club, I saw her whispering to Joanna already, and later what was she doing outside the restaurant exactly? To me that constitutes bad mouthing and plotting against me. After all, why didn't they come to me directly with the copy of the license?

She then tells Lisa I came into her house and attacked her? Really? Let's go back to Episode 1 where she refused to come to Lisa's group gathering and later SUMMONED me into her presence ALONE, to be in trial by the great justice Lea. I came in good faith and left with a good whipping! But I should have known better, because I already knew that when Lea gets angry, someone gets punished.Enough of this nonsense. I would like to talk about more important things like Elsa's fight for her life. I'm so happy to inform you that she celebrated her birthday yesterday! I'm so happy for her to be able to do that. However, there have been some scary times, and it was hard to see Marysol cry in fear of losing her mom. I really felt for her -- I know how hard it is to lose a parent, I lost my father not too long ago. Also, Elsa has always been like a mother to me, and she always came from a place of love and compassion, unlike other less enlightened people... She is so strong and kind, and I'm so inspired by her resiliency and light! So join me in saying cheers to Elsa! May God bless her with many more years of life!

Cheers!

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