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LeeAnne: Do I Believe Brandi Really Wants to Move Forward with Me? No

"History with Brandi has trained me that much like an untrained puppy, sh-- happens!"

By LeeAnne Locken
The RHOD Wives Get Immature in Beaver Liquors

Welcome back to this weeks episode of “There’s a BEAVER among us!” LOL

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IT’S A BOY!!!! Oh wait, you already knew that! Please ignore D'Andra Simmons’s lies about me saying that the Redmonds didn’t have a "great marriage' because those words didn’t come out of my mouth! Should we start now with keeping score of the lies that are about to get told? I had NO IDEA that they had a new baby in their house for the past THREE MONTHS! I mean, kudos on keeping that secret! I know Kameron Westcott was really shocked.

I was more than a little surprised that Brandi Redmond wanted to have a private conversation with me during her big announcement party! The way things were left off between us was sad and hurtful on my end to say the least. My understanding was that she NEVER could see a future where we were friends but okay… let’s sit down and chat!

Quick reminder- I befriended Brandi when she was fighting with Stephanie Hollman. I believed everything she told me about their relationship and then just when I think we have become actual friends, BOOM! Knife in the back and she tweets - "we were NEVER friends!"

Brandi saying she wants to move forward with me is surprising, to say the least. Do I believe it 100%? No, sadly I don’t. History with Brandi has trained me that much like an untrained puppy, sh-- happens! I think she is in a happy place with her new baby and is somehow extending that happiness for a moment on to me. But I can always hope I am wrong! Here I come, high road…

I would like to be clear that NOT EVERYONE in Dallas does Adderall and it is NOT passed around like candy! Is Cary Deuber right that D'Andra was talking about Brandi in that article? YES! I’m giving huge kudos to Cary right now for owning that she is the one who told Brandi, especially since D'Andra is standing there DENYING it. I’m liking this new Cary! #gogirl

Brandi telling Stephanie on the phone that D'Andra doesn’t want to take accountability for what she said is one million percent correct! I told you in my blog week one - let’s see if everyone can OWN what they say and do and here is your first receipt of NOPE! Not everyone can! And then listening to D'Andra’s comments about how Cary isn’t helping the situation... WHY? Because she told the TRUTH? When did you inform us that we were all supposed to lie for you D'Andra? Like really?

Jump in your Jammies and let’s head to Beaver Creek! I wanted to buy like 20 t-shirts at Beaver Liquors, not kidding! Dr. Harry Beaver, you had me at Hello!

Please note, I will NOT be trying meditation with Kameron anytime soon! That girl can not sit still without giggling, one of the many reasons why I love her!

Who wants a fabulous dinner? ME! Let’s just hope I can stay awake for it! I was already tired when I sat down at the table. So when Brandi started “challenging” me to drink, well it only made me concerned that some plan was afoot to either irritate or upset me. Water for one!

I feel bad for Kameron because she really was upset about the baby secret, but I think it was more about feeling like she was the only one who didn’t know. It made her feel left out and like she wasn’t a part of our friend circle. I was not happy about everyone calling her a badger. We are adults, name calling is just not necessary.

What is with Brandi always wanting to kiss the women in this group? I am just glad she aimed it at Kameron and not me. LOL

Walking out to the hot tub after dinner and seeing Cary and Brandi naked with Kam in her cute swimsuit… uhh, TOTALLY EXPECTED IT! Like I said tonight- "Too many shots and naked twats spell T R O U B L E!" Sweet Dreams!

Now let me address Carys' comments that I seem "OFF" tonight.
Cary- I went to bed because I was EXHAUSTED! And honestly seeing you naked I can do anytime Boo! But you know that! xo

D’Andra- stop with the bullsh—! I went to bed because I was on like 4 or 5 hours of sleep. Staying up would not have benefitted me in any way. And I wasn’t concerned about my relationship with Cary. At this point, I felt like Cary and my relationship is heading in the right direction. D'Andra only threw me under the bus so she could segway into her issues with Brandi.

The funniest part is everyone constantly saying "Hope LeeAnne is ok" but not a soul asked me in the morning if everything was ok. Can we say alcohol influenced concern? Yes! Yes, we can!

WHAT THE HELL did I miss? I think all of the argument that happened last night was inflamed by alcohol. Then mishearing and miscommunication led to even more arguing that frankly, I am so freaking happy I slept through! But I am sure we haven’t heard the last of this argument….

Next week, why is my wedding something that D'Andra feels like attacking me about? So much so that it makes me cry? Guess we will find out next week!

Till then, talk to me on social media with your comments, questions or concerns and I will answer you!

Get a sneak peek at next week: 

Why Doesn't LeeAnne Locken Think She Can Be Happily Married?
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